Do not be too disappointment dropping an Admin Forum commitment. This kind of commitment becomes soul-sucking.
Too many folks. With too many ideals. Each so sure that they are right, making all others wrong.
And an un-Admin'ed Forum quickly goes chaos and will bite bloody-hard the sponsor. With middle of the road folks tuning away from the chaos.
Best to stay, "This is what I am doing. And why." Then the freedom to be able to say, "If this bothers you: click away; and go read away, far away, somewhere else."
Practice. Patience. Persistence.
J-I-C Steve Unruh